was with jamie & nik at lunch, nd ben came over to our table. nik was well orrible to him nd told him 2 fuck off for like no reason. but he stayd anyway nd sat next to me. i sed 'hi benny' nd must have sounded like a well twat cos my voice went a bit weird. jamie had 2 bags of crisps bt no actual food, i know its cos of money cos he always used to eat loads. he always makes out like hes not hungry. i had bread n butter pudding with custard nd i knew i wouldnt eat it, nd just give it to jamie. he propr eat it up well quick. hes having a bad time still with his mum. just hope hes gonna be ok.

we were takn th piss out of this boy who has a weird shaped head, nd every1 calls him eggy. its a bit wrong bt he is a twat nd he robbed some brand new adidas superstars from danny last yr. i was sat with my legs at either side of th table leg, nd bens knee kept catching my leg a few times. stupid bt it was really horny, nd i got so hard my cock was propr twitchn. had to adjust it like five times. i know ben was lookn, cos when i had my hand down my undies, he lookd at me and gave me a well nice look with his eyes. kinda like i-wanna-lick-every-cm-of-ur-body-josh type of look lol. he then kept rockn back on the chair, nd his shirt kept liftn up nd i cud well see his stomach nd his belly button.

bell went nd so we left. he didnt say much to me, bt im pretty sure he was like gayin me up. ffs wot shall i do now!?! :-S