spoke to ben for ages last night on msn :-) it was well gay, cos we were talkn about clothes, nd he said he really liked my orange tshirt with the rabbit on it. i was like arrr thanx, nd thought i should say something nice back, bt couldnt think of anything to say that didnt sound too gay :-S after a bit we went quiet, just run out of stuff to say sometimes, nd i was feeln well horny so startd just playin with my doodle, nd then it just got too rude so had to wank. was lookn at bens cute pic. the second i shot my milk i got a msg from him sayin 'what u doin?' lol.. omg i was thinkin perfect timing lol.

him and nik have had a mega argument about the second controller for the wii cos nik is blaming ben for it breaking again. they argue all the time, its mental, cos id i had a youngr brothr id be well nice to him. nik is too harsh.

me, jamie, dan and nik r gonna go cinema on friday, but i bet nik wont let ben come if they r havent sorted things out. gutted. keep dreamn about rubn his leg in the dark on back row lol. naughty me.