thats pretty gay right ?

im so happy cos chatd to ben on msn for ages, even missd hollyoaks :-S we were just chatn about random stuff, nothing gay, but he was sending me pics of tops and other clothes he wants from usc and french connection, nd thats pretty gay right? i wantd to ask if he enjoyd niks party, but thought it sounded a bit obvious. he asked me if was goin out with any1, i was like "no, nt really" then he was like "what u mean, not really?" i just said there was someone i liked, then he was askin well loadsa questions, nd i was well careful not to say she, her, or anything - and just kept saying "they". quite hard keepn that going lol.

jamie came round so signed off cos didnt want him wondering why im chatn to him. jamie is havin a real bad time recently cos his mum is propa drunk 24/7 these days, not funny drunk, like scary drunk. shes gonna get sackd i reckon, then they'll b fuckd, but didnt say that to jamie. sometimes i feel a bit bad wen he comes over, nd like got my ipod, macbook, nd loads of stuff, and he doesnt get that much stuff from his mum.

we did some geography hw together, well, jamie didnt do much apart from copy mine, nd sit on the floor lookn moody and actually lookn pretty fit. he kept putn his hands down his trackies and just holding it. not like adjusting it in his pants, just holding it. couldnt help lookn. and then i told him it wud fall off if he kept playn with it. he