man flu

feeln v ill, think it must be man flu. lots of rest needed, but everytime i go for a lay down, i end up wanking :-$

nicholas (fit neighbour man) came over tonight, dads bought a laptop from him, so he came over to set it up and get it working on the broadband. i was just sat downstairs pretending to watch tv, but was listening in to what he was saying. he is well fit, and smells real nice. dont think he is gay, but def a metrosexual or whatever the word is.

i was watchn hollyoaks and getn a bit hard over that ste. was rubbing it sly through my jeans, and then he comes over to me when dad was making the drinks, and was like well chatn about stuff. dont think he saw my hard cock, but i didnt try nd cover it up lol. he was saying he cud chip xboxs if i wanted mine doing, and hed do it for free. result! he asked if id got a cold, and i was like, yeah i dont normally caugh and sneeze every minute. he said id obviously been kissing too many girls lol!

dad invited him to stay for dinner, but he had to go. would have been a bit embarrasing really cos when dad cooks its not exactly the randolph. when he was leaving, i watched him walk down the drive, nd he saw me looking - he just smiled. dont normally go for older guys, but would love to get in his pants.

found some gd free porn so had some fun with my fave toy last night, but deffo need to find a way to hide it on my comp. sometimes tho want the real thing, cos porn can get borin. problem is, every1 i seem to like is just not gay. dont know any other gay ppl so at this rate im never gonna lose my v plates :-(