christmas came early

...but so did i :-( omg had the best xmas eve ever!!! just got home from jamies, it was the best night of my life ever. he was a bit moody when i arrived, and his mum had already left. they'd had a big argument about his mums new boyfriend (richard) cos jamie just wanted xmas day to be them two, can kinda understand. so she'd gone off in a mood to the pub, and left jamie to make some food. we had loads of stuff but it all needed cooking, ive only ever used an oven like three times in my entire life, so the thought of cooking was pretty scary.

but i acted all confident and told jamie id cook it all. we had chicken dippers, some mini pizza things, spicey chicken pieces and garlic bread. cooking is pretty mental, all the foods needed different temperature sin the oven, how the fuck is anyone supposed to do a meal like that? just did it all on 200 C, came out ok really :-)

we eat in his lounge, which althouh ive been to his house thousands of times, ive hardly ever been in this room. was freezing as usualy, not much furniture, but the biggest tv known to man. watched the bourne supremacy and the bourne ultimatum, great movies. food was nice, jamie had 4 of the beers, i just had two and pretended i wasnt bothered so jamie could have more. sad i know.

after ultimatum finished we were just sat in the dark, and it was pretty slient. jamie kept asking me if i was drunk, and he got up and was staggering around - think he was putting it on a bit. he sat back down and like practiaclly sat on my leg, we were well close. instantly got me hard. he moved off and i went to adjust my stuff, and he was like what you doing down there you dirty thing. i got well embarrased. :-$

we just sat for a bit, then he just got up and went upstairs, i was like shall i follow or just wait. just as i got up to go follower him he was coming back down stairs with another dvd. i do like jason bourne, but was praying it wasn't going to be bourne identity. he put the disc in, and said wanna celebrate xmas with some porn? it was some dodgy porn with two women sucking this mans massive cock. i was feeling a bit weird and just sat silent. jamie was going in a minute he rams it in her, and telling me what was coming up. i kept lookn at jamie, could see his big hard on through his trackies, and he was rubbing it a bit. i wasn't even hard, even tho there were lots of close ups of the mans cock going in and out.

just randomly without saying a thing, he like jumped up, pulled his trackies and boxers down to his knees in one, and sat back down in about 1 second flat. omg, i could properly see his cock, i couldnt speak and felt so weird. seeing his cock for real had been the subject of millions of my dreams, and it finally happens, and i cant even look. i could see him wanking it slowly up and down out of the corner of my eye, it was making me get harder and harder. jamie was babbling on about what hed do if he was in the porno but i was just silent. then he just pulled on my jeans around the waist and said 'come on josh!'. his hand touched my stomach a bit, it was cold, but felt nice.

i undid the buttons and just eased them down, felt sooo scary. i pulled my nob out of my undies and it was still rock hard, i could see jamie looking at it. i just held it and starting pulling up and down. i twisted around a bit so i could see jamies, but without it looking too gay. i was facing the tv screen, but my eyes were on him. he was going pretty fast now and he was pulling this skin right back and i could see his head, all slippery. would love to have jumped up and sat straight down on it.

jamie pulled his legs up and took off his traickes and undies, he was naked apart from a tshirt and his socks. i could see eveything. hed got a nice cock, not very thick, but longer than mine. and he'd got nice hair. i was a bit embarrased in case he saw id not got much hair

oh fuck, i got a bit too horny and it was too late, i couldnt stop it, i shot my milk straight out, went on the sofa, my jeans and on my stomach. jamie was like 'that was quick' - he didnt seem werided out or embarrased or anything, which is kinda surprising, cos wanking next to each other seemed pretty gay to me.

my cum was going runny and yak, and i was like i need tissues. he thew his undies at me, and they landed straight on my cock which had gone small now, i was thinking this is the gayest thing ever, and just wiped up the cum. jamie was getn pretty noisy and i knew he was gonna cum, but i didnt wanna gay him out by watching too much. i didnt see it shoot out, but saw it just after hed come, it went everywhere, and he snatched the undies back and started to wipe it up. all i could think about was that our sperms were all mixed up together swimming around. he just put his trackies back on, and didnt say anything about it. just stopped the porno and flicked the channels to find something to watch. we ended up watching bourne identity ffs!

his mum came back about 12:30, and was pretty drunk, shouting merry christmas and trying to kiss me. bourne identity was still about half way through, but i came home anyway. had to walk, so well knackered now.

totally amazing night, just wish i hadnt cum first. really wanna text jamie and say something about it, but it might be a bit gay.

merry xmas everyone.

joshxx

man flu

feeln v ill, think it must be man flu. lots of rest needed, but everytime i go for a lay down, i end up wanking :-$

nicholas (fit neighbour man) came over tonight, dads bought a laptop from him, so he came over to set it up and get it working on the broadband. i was just sat downstairs pretending to watch tv, but was listening in to what he was saying. he is well fit, and smells real nice. dont think he is gay, but def a metrosexual or whatever the word is.

i was watchn hollyoaks and getn a bit hard over that ste. was rubbing it sly through my jeans, and then he comes over to me when dad was making the drinks, and was like well chatn about stuff. dont think he saw my hard cock, but i didnt try nd cover it up lol. he was saying he cud chip xboxs if i wanted mine doing, and hed do it for free. result! he asked if id got a cold, and i was like, yeah i dont normally caugh and sneeze every minute. he said id obviously been kissing too many girls lol!

dad invited him to stay for dinner, but he had to go. would have been a bit embarrasing really cos when dad cooks its not exactly the randolph. when he was leaving, i watched him walk down the drive, nd he saw me looking - he just smiled. dont normally go for older guys, but would love to get in his pants.

found some gd free porn so had some fun with my fave toy last night, but deffo need to find a way to hide it on my comp. sometimes tho want the real thing, cos porn can get borin. problem is, every1 i seem to like is just not gay. dont know any other gay ppl so at this rate im never gonna lose my v plates :-(

neighbour

well the mystery of the new neighbours is over, but really it is neighbour - and theres no twin boys my age for me to... play with! but the guy is actually quite fit, think hes about 20 ish, but not sure nd im rubbish at guessin ages. not spoken to him, but saw dad chatting to him on the drive, hes called nicholas i think. he does something to do with computers, so maybe he can help with this piece of shit that keeps disconneting me when im on msn ffs!!

jamie is comin over tonight nd we are gonna get drunk. i think ive upset dan tho cos i said i was stayin in, and then he found out from jamie on msn that he was comin over. im like ffs get a grip, i want him for myself!! hehe

hes got a bottle of vodka nd we are gonna get propr wasted. maybe even drunk enough that he turns a bit gay and savages me! im wearin his pants today, and i cant help putn my hands down em for a fiddle. hope he still wears my undies, wud love to see him in them, and get a proper look at his bulge.

xmas tree

we put the tree up this morning, it looks pretty nice. just me dad and em, and it felt v christmasy. not many presents under the tree tho. im hoping em will surprise me with some nice stuff. got well stressed this morning, cos the hatch to get into the loft is in my bedroom, and i was wanking in bed this morning and dad just walks in without knocking!!!!!! argh!luckly i was under the covers so he didnt see me, but i was well close to cummin, but lost it after that. had to wait in bed until he'd got all the decorations down, cos my undies were on the floor, and i didnt want him seein my doodle.

Boys i want to fuck !

had a well gd night, only just got back. went to jamies with dan, nd watched hostel part 2. its pretty harsh, no worse than the first hostel tho. tip to everyone: dont ever stay in a hostel in any small slovakian villages!

jamies mum gave us 1 beer each, it was well nice. it had a bit of lime in the top of the bottle. shes nice to us and dan always says shes a milf. in that case, jamie is deff a bilf!

we all sat on jamies bed in a row, leaning back against the wall. i wanted to get in the middle, but ended up on the end, but still next to jamie. i kept moving and shuffling around, and my leg kept brushing jamies leg, he didnt even notice. it was well cold, nd i wanted to get under the covers nd all snuggle up :-P

jamies house hasnt got radiators cos they have like boxes on the wall in the rooms called storage heat. its weird cos if you think you'll need them on, you have to remember the night before. mental i know. maybe thats just what his mum says to save money on the heatin lol.

at the end, dan was going lets watch hostel 1, so randomly we watched that too. i just kept thinking about jamie, and everytime i accidentally brushed my leg into his leg, it made me get a bit hard, until it was rock, and i was practically cummin in my undies. when jamie got up to get his fone, he pushed down on my leg and dans leg to like push himself forward. omg, it was so horny, i proper nearly cum in my pants. its weird cos he just does stuff like that, and has no idea how horny it gets me. arghhhh.

well past my bedtime hehe nd gotta wank and stuff before bed, night night.

neighbours !

the house on the corner has finally been bought, and i saw someones furniture been moved in this morning when i was waiting for a lift - nd freezing my doodle off in the frost.

the furniture all looked a bit weird, like a mix of styles, some really old wooden stuff, and some well funky bright red stuff. its weird how you get an impression about a family by their furniture, and even weirder that i think about, and write about furniture in my blog. do i need any more proof that i must be a bummer!?

hopefully they have two boys my age, maybe even twins ;-) who are blonde, hung and young - and fit as fuck :-P who also have xbox 360s with every game ever made, and a disease which makes them allergic to clothes. dream over next lesson gg!

Coursework - yawn !

went to jamies tonight to do a bit of coursework together, but we got bored nd so just chilled. jamies mum kept coming into his room and asking how we were getting on, and even tho we were sat on his bed and our books were on the floor, she didnt seem to notice we'd not done any work. his mum is really cool, shes always offering us drinks and food, not like my dad who doesnt say anything unless hes tellin me off.

jamie was laying on the floor with his legs on the bed and his eyes closed, babbling about random crap. he'd got a hole in one sock, and i put my finger in it (wud love to put my finger in somethin else of his hehe) and tickled his foot. he wriggled, and kicked out with his foot, it hit me in the side, and i know its metal, but it made me get a hard on. i wanted to put my hands up the legs of his jeans, and feel his legs. i moved onto my side, and kept thinking if he opens his eyes he'll see my hard on thru my jeans, my cock was twitching and really rock hard, but he was just babbling about the residential to castleton, and not even looking at me. my life is pretty hard sometimes.

not much else to say, and its late nd im horny. but finally got a new carpet which is goody, even tho its light brown and i wanted black. prolly have to wait another 3 months now for dad to fit it, or persuade his mate carpet roy to come and do it. argh.

night night everyone.

xx

Ben's little thing :)

went bowling yesterday cos there was nothing new on at cinema. was me, jamie, lucy (lucys cousin), danny, nik, ben and emma (not my sister em). im not really good at bowling, but we all just mess about so its a laugh. the worst thing about it is wearing those crap plastic stinky shoes, especially if they are warm when u get them, and u just know someone elses sweaty feet have just been in them. bowling was fun, we had fries and lucys cousin whose name i cant remember had a bottle of vodka that she was sharing around. i put a bit in my pepsi cos tbh it tastes horrible, and i dont believe anyone actually likes the taste. i would have come last, but jamie was fixing my score up on the computer thing.

nik brought his younger brother ben with him, and i know its a bit wrong but when i went for a piss ben was in there, and i stood at the urinal right next to him on purpose so i could get a proper good look at his nob. he was a bit pissed from the vodka, and was shaking his cock at the end for ages, even tho all the drips had gone. dont think he noticed me having a real good look. it was a nice cock, not that long, but fairly thick. wud have loved to have pull his trackies all the way down and give it a good suck.

even tho ben is fit, and i got to see his doodle, the best thing about the day was seeing jamie wearing my blue undies!! he'd got his ripped duck & cover jeans on, the ones with the holes below the back pockets, and he was wearing my pants :-P couldnt really see his bum that well, but what i could see looked tasty. he'd got a light blue tshirt on, which looked fit, cos it kinda coordinated with the undies - even tho str8 boys dont care about stuff like that, it looked hot. heaven.

jamie's pants

had a great sunday, someone up above loves me today :-) went into town with jamie to mess around and to get a new game with his birthday money. it propa pissed it down and we got well soaked. jamie looked well horny, all wet and cute. we walked all the way back in the rain to mine. it was a bit weird, cos i wanted to take of my wet stuff but felt a bit awkward around jamie, nd he didnt seem to mind been soaking wet. we watched simpsons movie (bit torrent is my friend hehe) which was actually quite good and the animation way better than normal simpsons episodes.

i was well uncomfortable in me wet jeans, and kept thinking about taking em off. it felt a bit weird but eventually i just got up took em off and stuffed em on the radiator to dry, then im thinking like what to wear, and jamie was looking at me, probably id gayed him out a bit, and i dunno why but i just sat back down next to him in my boxers! he didn't say anything and we just carried on watchin simpsons. i went off to have a piss, then when i came back jamie was sat on the bed in his pants, and his trackies were on my radiator! omfg!! wanted to have a good proper look, but didnt want him to see me perving, nd id also started to get a bit hard, so had to get some dry trackies and boxers. went to the bathroom to put em on cos didnt want jamie to see my hard on, would have been so obvious.

jamie seemed totally cool - weird how ppl react totally differently to the exact same situation. i offered jamie some dry trackies, and he said nah, but i got up and gave him some black adidas trackies and some bright blue boxer brief type pants from next. i just put em down on the end of the bed, next to his feet, but he didnt even look down.

at the end of the movie, i went to put pizza on for us, and rob a few of dads beers. when i came back up, jamie was just pullin my trackies up, nd wearing my bright blue pants! he just looked at me nd said cheers, then took a beer. and was lookn through my itunes. it felt so horny, even tho hes not even gay, and he probably wasn't even thinking about it how i was. horniest part of all was seeing his little wet white ck's on the floor in the corner. i was just proper horny, kept going from semi to rock hard all afternoon. i was just laid on my bed gettn all dreamy and staring at the undies on the floor, jamie was more interested in lookn for porn on the comp!

after a bit, his mum came to fetch him, but atleast he went home in my pants and trackies :-) he is so not getn his white undies back, no way. and after what i did with them might not want 'em back anyway hehe ;-)

computers are shit

got a free so in library with jamie, and hes tryin to see what im doin cos hes a nosey fucker!! it dept blocked bebo now as well as myspace, but theres a site call secure-tunnel.com where you can still access the sites still. seems to be free, but its a bit slow. cunts will prolly block blogger next. they suck the fun out of everythin and think all boys are just gonna look at porn all day, prolly right lol. got broadband at home now, so dont giv a shit really.

jamies got a white tshirt on and cos of the rain its a bit see thru, keeps geting my cock well hard again. when we go for a piss i always have a sly look at his cock, its not that big, but looks quite thick. wud love to see it hard!

gg cos nearly finished and want a lift with jamie.

Check It Out

thought i should start a blog, cos everyone else in my class has got one, and im kinda feeling left out. had a mad night on wednesday, went out with jamie and danny and propr got pissed. bazzas brother works at asda and he always serves us now. went back to jamies and his mum was like 'i hope u lot arent drunk' and we were like of course not, we are good lads haha. sneaked some of the beers in and even tho they were clanging together goign upstairs, she never heard. we played project gotham racing 2 on his xbox, but kept fuckin up cos its been chiped and now gets too hot. i was feeln a bit horny cos of all the drink, and cos jamie is fuckin hot. i kept getn hard in my trackies and was just laid on his bed watchn em on xbox. dan telln me to play, but i couldnt be bov. he was throwin loads of crap at me, like jamies scanky socks, and cd cases, stupid twat, then spilled me beer all over the bed. jamie went metal and push me off the bed, and thumped my arm well hard. i got him in headlock and fliped him on the floor, id started to go soft but got rock hard again when he was holding me down and hitting my arm. think he noticed me cock pressing through my trackies on his leg, he gave me a weird look and pushed all his weight down onto it, still didnt crush my boner tho. hes a big fuckn tease but he dont even know it. dan was callin us twats and saying jamie punches like a girl, then his mum was shouting and saying stop all the banging... if only!